Momy

happy mothers day to u.....

for most of the tym its tuf to start the blog.. and once i enter the flow it then becums easy to float with the sway..

anyway with these words i here by  start dis piece of mine.

Lovely ....wer those days ... of which I had no idea then... but for which ... now i pearl them in my garland of memories.I remember how reluctant i was for most of ur ways.... not always but it threads in the mind whtevr is was...those small orders of urs... ur advices... ur hug.. ur presence, ur voice ur hands on my shoulder n everything momy everything... u r so far now .. n I knw tym will never be dat same .... ever now

U r lovely.... i know u'll never read this.. but still I am saying this here-" i am missing u momy" n not just today coz its ur day bu,...t each day as m moving forward.. n forward since da day i left home....

I had di here so she had just coverd it all, i never felt dis way till she was here.. n since she left it became harder.... i never say dis.. but its a tuf going without u di... whenever i had any issues anywhere with anyone , da only thing i longed for was ur presence n ur room full of those amazing bunch of ppl. Only listening to ur communication was enuf to take me back to the neutral stage.. n its no one their now, n its makes me so stranded at tyms .

I had always been knowing that things will be this way... but living in that thought of mine for real is sumthing i never wanted.but then theirs no escape.At this very moment... now when m writting this blog.... is the tym when i can die or i can kill just to be with both of u..

lch vermisse dich and je vous aime